The wife or the mistress?

Things are bad at home. I was unaware at how different Nora and I were. She acted like she didn't want me. I don't know what to do. Returning home and lying in the same bed as her is the last thing I want to do at this moment. I've become infatuated with Vivian Bauer.

Nazareth - Love Hurts
Love hurts, love scars, love wounds and marks
Any heart not tough or strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud holds a lot of rain.
Love hurts. Oooh,love hurts

I'm young I know, but even so
I know a thing or two. I've learned from you.
I've really learned a lot, really learned a lot.
Love is like a flame, it burns you when it's hot.
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/n/nazareth-lyrics/love-hurts-lyrics.html)
Love hurts. Oooh, love hurts

Some fools think of happiness,
Blissfulness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves, I guess,
But they're not fooling me.

I know it isn't true, I know it isn't true.
Love is just a lie, made to make you blue.
Love hurts. Oooh, love hurts.
Oooh, love hurts.
Oooh, love hurts.